True Joy Dare Live

The Life You Should Be Living

2012-01-23T18:43:00.001+08:00

I'm not ready to grow old or be old yet. I'm young and I want to have fun and carefully make the wrong decisions. Because that's who I am and I'm happy with being me. If it makes you happy then why not go with it?

You only live once... so, live.

Yours truly
Khairol.I

The Love You Killed

2012-01-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

Is it possible that you're breaking my heart again even after you've killed me. Why wouldn't this heart just die along with whatever memories thats left of us?

Kill me again please, and this time make sure I die.

Yours truly
Khairol.I

The End?

2012-01-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

Is it possible that the world is coming to an end this december?

If it is true then, I would like to spend my last moments on this blue marble with you.

Yours truly

Khairol.I

The Heart Beat

2012-01-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

Do you still believe in love? If you do then come and find me. I've been waiting for you a million heart beats now.

Yours truly

Khairol.I

The Engineer of Simplicity

2011-12-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

It's not complicated. We made it complicated. We could have chosen a better path perhaps towards simplicity but, no, instead we chose complication.

Human nature.

It's not to late to change everything.

Yours truly
Khairol.I

The Story Behind Sunny Clouds

2011-12-16T03:43:00.000+08:00

I've waited a hundred years between these skies,
I'd wait a million more for you.
Nothing prepared me for,
With the privilege of being yours would do.

If I had only felt the warmth within your touch,
If I only seen how you smile when you budge,
Or how you curl your lips when you concentrate enough,
I would have known what I was living for all along,
What I've been living for.

Though we tethered to the story we must tell,
When I saw you, well, I knew we'd tell it well.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Seat Not Taken

2011-12-16T03:25:00.003+08:00

I'm not scared of never meeting you. I'm scared of having met you, and let you go.

So will you sit with me here.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Wait

2011-12-16T03:05:00.003+08:00

Why did I stop writing? I ask myself that question every single day.

I don't know.

Maybe because,

I was waiting for you.

Yes, you.

Because I wrote this for you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Good Old Beautiful Days

2011-12-01T22:33:00.001+08:00

It's been years and you still make my heart beats fast for you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Song Cry

2011-04-24T04:52:00.000+08:00

It's been so long. I've been working on this song forever. Wish you could be here to listen to it. It's about us. It goes like this.

"Could you ever possibly be a love tears...
Could you ever possibly be my love tears..
Sounds like a love song.. Sounds like a love song.. Wooooo...
I can't see it coming down your eyes. But I have to make this song cry.
I can't see it coming down my eyes. So I have to make this song cry..."

Let this song cry.

Yours truely,
Khairol.I

The New World

2011-03-30T14:01:00.001+08:00

Don't let yourself be misunderstood. Write, Sing, Shout, or what ever. Speak out what's in your heart.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The World Is Waiting For You

2011-03-30T02:04:00.000+08:00

No matter how hard you try to change the world you can never change it, unless if you take the initiative to change yourself first.

It starts from you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Long Distance

2011-03-28T02:50:00.000+08:00

The part the I missed the most is telling you how much I miss you.

Yours truly
Khairol.I

The Two That Makes One

2011-03-28T02:33:00.000+08:00

Our love is made out of real things like, shoe boxes and photographs of our trips together. Some are just better they are together.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Guide To Better Days

2011-03-21T05:02:00.000+08:00

Controlling your anger is the first step to making yourself and everyone else around you feel better.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Affection Form

2011-03-21T02:57:00.001+08:00

You requires policies and timing to have sex. I requires only love and passion.

Yours truly
Khairol.I

The Flash Back

2011-03-17T14:47:00.000+08:00

I'm not scared of never meeting you. I'm scared of having met you, and let you go

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Movie

2011-03-17T14:15:00.000+08:00

We all need to kiss our partners like in the romance movie sometimes. Imagine ourselves as that romantic couple kissing in the hopelessly romantic movie.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Things We All Hope For

2011-03-14T02:32:00.000+08:00

When an apology just won't cut it anymore. Nothing else you could do to change except but to move on with you life. But don't give up hoping that someday you'll be forgiven.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Outcast Diary

2011-03-14T02:28:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you feel no one understands you. Not even the ones closest to you knows that you're hurting.

You are right.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Commercial

2011-03-14T02:26:00.000+08:00

We know you're fatigue and stressful at times. But you don't need prescription or a shrink to tell you on how to feel better or be happy about your life. You just need to dip you feet in the water, have a good conversation with someone, enjoy drinking with friends, kiss a total stranger, feel the wind breezing on your chick, catch the sunset, swim with fishes, you just need - a vacation.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Daily Choices

2011-03-09T05:51:00.000+08:00

Making choices can sometimes be very difficult. Yesterday it wasn't one of those time, but today, it is. Well, take your time. Don't rush. Whatever you decide, just remember that you're on your own. Good luck.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Same Conversation Again

2011-03-09T05:30:00.000+08:00

But love is none of these things. It won't suddenly make every day ok. It won't change who you are. It won't make your car go faster. It doesn't even wash your dishes. It won't do your laundry.

All love is, is love. And that's all it needs to be, really.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Moments Long Forgotten

2011-03-09T05:24:00.000+08:00

On that night, you felt what is like to be with someone.

On that night, you felt. warm and sweet.

On that night, you felt that nothing could stop you from being with me.

On that night, you were free just like a bird flying in sky.

On that night, you felt every ounce of love and joy.

On that night, you treasured every minute you spent.

On that night, you were pleasured and loved.

On that night, you met me last.

So long.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The First Take

2011-03-06T05:58:00.000+08:00

It's when you hold eye contact for that second too long or maybe the way you laugh. It sets off a flash and our memories take a picture of who we are at that point when we first know "This is love."

And we clutch that picture to our hearts because we expect each other to always be the people in that picture. But people change. People aren't pictures. And you can either take a new picture or throw the old one away.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The First Step Outside

2011-03-06T05:53:00.001+08:00

When will you realize that it's been more than 3 strikes and a novel of enough reasons for you to leave. Open the window, breath the fresh air, and start new.

I'll be waiting.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Time Traveler

2011-03-06T05:41:00.000+08:00

Here's a secret. We're all time travelers. The difference between us and the real one's are that we does it in our sleep. And in my travel, I saw us being gracefully old together.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Hidden

2011-03-06T05:36:00.000+08:00

Just because it is raw and maybe it's just a series of imagination to you. But to me, this is real, this is how I feel about you, this is how I feel about us, this is how I feel when we kiss, this is how I learn to appreciate.

This is the feelings hidden inside of me and it's time for you to know.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Missing

2011-02-25T04:33:00.000+08:00

And yes you might be wondering where I was today as so is I too wonders where I was today as well. My mind was completely out of place. Lost in thoughts and everything was a blur, everything begins turning darker until I could not see completely thats when I felt it, it was familiar, like I've been here before. Loneliness. But then I heard a tiny voice calling up to me. Slowly brightness triumph darkness and everything started to seem clear. Then I felt a hand holding on to mine. My heart beats -- faster than usual. It was love.

Thats when I knew you'd save me.

Yours truly

Khairol.I

The Afternoon Air

2011-02-24T05:06:00.001+08:00

You think I'm doing this to be romantic. Standing in public spaces and airing my heart out, oxygen in the blood and all that never was. I'm not doing it to be romantic. I'm doing it because it's fucking necessary. Because you need to know how I feel about you.

Yours truly
Khairol.I

The Change In Us

2011-02-24T04:46:00.003+08:00

It hurts hating you. It hurts even more loving you.

So lets just make out this time. Because I have to go to work to in the morning.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Foreplay

2011-02-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

Tell me what you want to hear. Something that would relax your ears. Something that I would love to lie about. Make the choice, either way I'm going to give it to you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Falling

2011-02-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

I never just fell. . .

I fell in love with you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The V-day

2011-02-14T13:37:00.000+08:00

This is for you. Not because it's Valentine's day. Because you're special to me. And I love you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Second Feelings

2011-02-11T04:46:00.000+08:00

I have spoken to the rest of the world and we all think you should make the move this time, all those opportunities you had prior to this, you have wasted it. Therefore we think you should, well you know what we think.

Enough of second thoughts, follow your heart, and just go.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Sky In Your Eyes

2011-02-10T19:11:00.001+08:00

I want to paint it with you. Only you. I want to blend my colors with yours. I want to blend my orange, red, with your blue and white.

And that's the way i know, that when I look up at the sky. I see you.

Your truly,

Khairol.I

The "A" - Nonymous

2011-02-09T14:19:00.000+08:00

Though may not understand, there are some that kept pulling and tugging till distance was between you and me.

But I never give up, I never stop writing to you even though the vision of you is blurring in my mind.

I never give up because I know where home is.

Home is with you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Fact

2011-02-07T14:58:00.000+08:00

The problem is you thought love betrayed you but instead it was you who had betrayed love.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Distance You Created

2011-02-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

You've got a bad case of being over there. The only cure is being over here.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Biggest Disappointment Is Not Being Able To Enjoy This With You.

2011-02-06T05:29:00.000+08:00

Close your eyes, follow the wind, let the sun light up your path, listen to the heart beat of the ocean, trust your heart. No matter where the sea water takes us, we will meet again.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Limited Edition

2011-01-18T05:48:00.002+08:00

Serapuh kelopak sang mawar,
yang disapa badai, berselimutkan gontai
Saat aku, menahan sendiri,
diterpa, dan luka oleh senja

Semegah sang mawar dijaga,
matahari pagi, bermahkotakan embun
Saat engkau, ada disini,
dan pekat, pun berakhir sudah

Akhirnya aku menemukanmu,
saat ku bergelut dengan waktu
Beruntung aku menemukanmu,
jangan, pernah berhenti, memilikiku
Hingga ujung waktu

Setenang hamparan samudera,
dan tuan burung camar,
tak’kan henti bernyanyi
Saat aku, berkhayal denganmu,
dan janji, pun terukir sudah

Jika kau menjadi isteriku nanti,
pahami aku, saat menangis
Saat kau menjadi isteriku nanti,
jangan, pernah berhenti, memilikiku
Hingga ujung waktu
Cuma kau menjadi isteriku nanti,
pahami aku, saat menangis
Saat kau menjadi isteriku nanti,
jangan, pernah berhenti, memilikiku
Hingga ujung waktu

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Simplicity

2011-01-17T03:50:00.000+08:00

There's a fine line between let's get a cup of coffee together and I want to have something special with you. Today, I am neither one of them.

Yours,
Khairol.I

The Times When I Feel Like

2011-01-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel like punching that person that I hate.
Sometimes I feel like spilling my heart out and tell that one person how much I love her.
Sometimes I wish that I didn't have to write all this and instead just tell you how I feel.
Sometimes I just want to be at peace and not be disturbed by anyone.
Sometimes I wish I was you.

Sometimes.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The First And The Many

2011-01-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

You will only be hurt a finite number of times during your life. You have an infinite number of ways to deal with it.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Quiet Laughter

2011-01-03T13:20:00.001+08:00

When you're the last one to leave the party, and you feel a feeling that feels like you'll never forget, hold on.

When the world turns against you, and it's nothing but liars and thieves, hold on.

When the sky beats you down and there are no arms to lift you up, hold on.

When the phone doesn't ring and letters aren't written, hold on.

When you're alone in the crowd, hold on.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Concern

2010-12-23T05:02:00.002+08:00

If you care about how I feel, then you'd call an ambulance and not leave me here by the side with a broken heart.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The End Of The Road

2010-12-22T03:53:00.000+08:00

You will never know whether it's right or wrong until you're fucked and there's no where to turn to. Well at least you tried.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Blame

2010-12-22T03:43:00.000+08:00

The moment you stop listening that's the moment you stop believing in the truth. And when you ask yourself why, don't blame anybody else but yourself. Blame yourself for not listening.

Now let's start over.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Avoidable

2010-12-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

The only reason you're there every day is because you care and love them. But not them.

Yours truly

Khairol.I

The 1:30 am Pick Up

2010-12-17T13:56:00.000+08:00

There's nothing else matter today but every minute time spend with you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Birds Will Guide You

2010-12-16T05:17:00.000+08:00

No one knows the place where you can go to cure a broken heart. And if someone's tells you that they do, they're lying.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Time Off Needed

2010-12-15T14:52:00.001+08:00

This isn't me. It's not you either.

You need to take some time off. I will too. Enjoy your holiday. Enjoy the ones you're with. Enjoy the changing. Next year is your year.

I promise.

I'll speak to you again soon.

I love you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Carved Heart

2010-12-14T05:38:00.001+08:00

I think you'll find you're mistaken. My name is clearly written across the front and I recognise the scratch down the side (that happened in high school). This is my heart. You can't just come here, and take it.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Silent Fades

2010-12-14T05:25:00.001+08:00

I haven't been gone long, but you have already been forgotten.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Turn Over

2010-12-08T04:06:00.000+08:00

You can make your life better by choosing not to lie about it.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Real You

2010-12-07T05:52:00.001+08:00

I know who you are. Not the you who changes masks for the world every hour of the day, depending on the audience - I know the you behind that mask. Beyond the tiny voice in your head. Beyond the compromises you make.

I accept you.

I understand you.

I know you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Two

2010-12-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

I don't need you if you don't need me. No matter how angry I am at you I still need you because this heart cannot live without you. But since you don't then I don't too.

Good bye.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Constant Overload

2010-12-04T15:37:00.000+08:00

You are so full of the things that you don't have that you don't have space for the things you do.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Moments In Making

2010-12-03T05:03:00.000+08:00

And then I stumbled upon you. Our eyes hooked and my heart says "hi".

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Walk Alone To A New Beginnig

2010-12-03T04:37:00.001+08:00

You lied to me when you said you want to spend the rest of your life with me. Maybe you're not the one for me.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Color Of Our Skins

2010-11-30T03:28:00.000+08:00

You think I don't feel that awkwardness when my race stands next to yours. You're not the only one who's uncomfortable. I'm sorry I wasn't the same colour as you. I'm sorry you weren't the same colour as me. It's all works out in the end though. We get past it.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Part You Don't Understand

2010-11-29T20:54:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I think the only reason you stay in contact with me is to let me know how "well" you're doing now that you've moved on.

I'm happy for you. Now leave me alone.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Changing

2010-11-29T00:39:00.001+08:00

The world is changing and it is waiting for no one. You should change too. So start soon.

Today.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The List

2010-11-26T04:17:00.001+08:00

Your lips, your smile, your eyes, your dimples, your hair, your smell, your hugs, your heart beats, your love, your gentle touch, your beautiful heart and your kiss.

They are all part of the "I love you" list.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I.

The Last Piece Of Memory

2010-11-25T15:10:00.001+08:00

I've been broken into pieces. Gluing me is pointless, everyone want a piece of me, so I guess you can have one too. Keep it close to you because that's the only piece of me that you'll have left to remember.

You forget me a long time ago.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Day We First Met

2010-11-24T05:58:00.000+08:00

You could get on my motorbike and we could drive to a lake. We could talk about what it means to be you, what it means to be me, what it means to love and what it means to be us. And in 20 years' time, we could look back on this day and know that we meant what we said.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Editor In All Of Us

2010-11-23T19:10:00.000+08:00

Everyone edits themselves here, and it makes me wonder whether you're ever actually connected to real people, or just the people they all wish they were.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Reflection

2010-11-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

You told me that there were two of me, in me. The me I pretended to be. And the real me. You asked me to guess which one you loved more.

You kissed me before I could answer and in that moment, I knew.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Reason To Be Home With You

2010-11-20T02:04:00.000+08:00

I wish I could find you. I wish I could touch you. Wrap my arms around you. And whisper “You will feel better soon and it’s all going to be ok.”.

It’s cold tonight.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Once

2010-11-20T01:58:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you don't see what's right in front of you.

Sometimes you need the people around you to tell you what's right in front of you.

Listen.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Mutual Star

2010-11-18T06:33:00.000+08:00

I pass you everyday. Our eyes meet every now and again and we nod our mutually agreeable greeting. Safely.

I'd rather sweep you off your feet. Say something. Anything. To you. Take you to the top of my building and show you the stars. Dance in the moonlight. A glass of wine.

Maybe tomorrow.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Year 1988 Series

2010-11-18T06:24:00.000+08:00

There are moments of such pure, sublime, unparalleled perfection that they will force you to close your eyes and hold on to them as best you can.

Life is a series of these moments. Everything else is just waiting for them.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Love That Grew While You Were Away

2010-11-16T22:48:00.001+08:00

Did you think I would forget how to love? It's like riding a bike. Everyone falls off and scrapes their knees sometimes.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The True Purpose Of Machine

2010-11-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

And I've tried to find happiness in a bigger TV, a car and a watch. I've tried to find happiness in power over others and the respect of the people around me. And I appreciate your patience, while you stand here, right in front of me.

Waiting for me to come to my senses.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The View Of You

2010-11-15T14:29:00.000+08:00

Here is where I will be everyday. Thinking about you. Writing this,

"There's not a day that passes by that I don't miss you"

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Wishing Room

2010-11-13T16:43:00.000+08:00

If you want to feel special, help others.

If you want to always wish you felt special, help yourself.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Water Shattered Like Broken Glasses

2010-11-12T14:43:00.000+08:00

It's because you and them were made of the same pieces. And afterwards, when you put yourself back together, some piece of them remained.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Daily Transmission

2010-11-11T05:21:00.000+08:00

I built a tower amongst the trees.

Where time waits amongst the leaves.

I use it to send out messages to the world.

In hope that one day, you'll find one, and then find me.

Waiting for you. Amongst the leaves.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Train Stop

2010-11-10T15:04:00.000+08:00

In case if you're looking for me. I'm right here. I've always been here waiting for you. Come find me here. I'll be here until you have decided to come for me, here.

Yours truly,
Khairol.

The Fewer than Few

2010-11-10T14:59:00.001+08:00

You can make the world and your future beautiful just by refusing to lie about it.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Beautiful Pinch

2010-11-08T03:43:00.000+08:00

You and I could collide, like atoms in some scientist's wet dream. We could start a new universe together. We could mix like a disease. And if we do, I hope we never get better.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Last Air Tank I Saved For Later

2010-11-08T03:22:00.000+08:00

You say that the way I feel, it's all just chemicals in my brain.

It's all just strange air in my atmosphere.

It's all just new colours in my rivers.

But you are my industry.

You are my factory.

You are my smoke stacks.

You are my production line.

You are my cheap sneakers.

You are my fast food.

And I'm a planet you once called home.

That's nearly out of air.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Coldness Alone

2010-11-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

And now you're with someone else that you have decided to spend the weekend with and I must go home, alone, to think about how long it takes to heal this alien heart.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Happiness We Chose Together

2010-11-03T05:10:00.000+08:00

You can be happy tomorrow. You can be happy when you get through your list of things to do. You can be happy when you meet the one. You can be happy when you get the right job. You can be happy when you get that raise. You can be happy when you stop buying the things you need and start buying the things you want. You can be happy when you retire. You can be happy when the weather suits you. You can be happy on a plane. You can be happy in the rain.

Or you can stop reading this, take a deep breath, and be happy right now.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Live Reception

2010-11-03T05:02:00.000+08:00

Every time you smile, cry, laugh, dance or sigh, you send a message to your soul.

It says

"I am alive and I feel."

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Thousand Words

2010-11-01T13:34:00.001+08:00

I fell in love with the way you wrote. How you took the time to say exactly what you meant instead of leaving everything to those inane moments when we’d meet in the street, making strange noises with our mouths in the hope that they’d somehow convey how we felt.

Maybe you and I were always better written down than standing up.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Stranger In Your Eyes

2010-11-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

While you've been living in the past, the present happened.

While you were busy looking back, you missed me passing by.

While you were busy making someone else happy, you hurt me instead.

Now as I presently stand here wondering when will you ever see me.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Situation You're In

2010-11-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

If you don't like the situation you're in you need ask yourself this question.

What am I doing to change it?

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Things Heart Are For

2010-10-29T04:16:00.000+08:00

A heart is there to make you bleed. To pass the time. To help you sleep. A heart is there to touch and feel.

To mend.

And to heal.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Wonderful New Beginning

2010-10-28T06:48:00.001+08:00

Where you are, right here and now, this is how bad stories end. But it's also how the best stories, begin. So wake up, open your window, smell the fresh air, it's a brand new day and good morning. I hope you will have a nice day.

Smile!

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Simple Lantern

2010-10-28T06:18:00.001+08:00

I am nervous. I'm afraid. But I will stand here in the white hot heat of you. I will play Russian roulette with your playlists. I will tell jokes I'm not sure you'll find funny. I will hold on until there is no more reason to. And in the end, I will break the stars and resurrect the sun.

For you.

yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Death Walks Through

2010-10-27T12:51:00.000+08:00

Someone woke up today.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said

"I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later."

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said

"I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later. I love you. I love you."

And they replied

"I love you."

And they kissed them goodbye.

For the very last time.

Someone woke up today. But they won't wake up tomorrow.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Conversations After Conversations

2010-10-26T01:37:00.000+08:00

Don't talk to me like you know me. Talk to me like you love me.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Missing Person

2010-10-26T01:27:00.000+08:00

Hello there. Can you help me?. I'm searching for the missing me. Have you seen him?. He was last seen at the corner in this train station where we first met.

Please, if you find him, tell him to come home. I need him.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Way I Am

2010-10-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

I dedicate this song to you. Know that every morning I wake up, I think of you.

If you were falling, then I would catch you.

You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.

And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.

Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.

And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.

Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.

And you take me the way I am.

You take me the way I am.

Ingrid Michaelson - The Way I Am.

Yours truly,

Khairol.I

The Lonely Taxi Ride Home

2010-10-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

He is a mess. Sad and confused. His heart is aching behind his smile. Tears coming down his cheeks when no ones watching. Everything feels so cold.

I'm sorry but this is not for you, these words are for me.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Love Rides On

2010-10-25T00:06:00.001+08:00

Calm down...

Deep breaths...

Hold your own...

Know your name...

Go your own way...

Don't be afraid to get on that train...

And just follow your heart and it will take you to love...

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Things In Between

2010-10-24T03:53:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the sky looks like the sea. Sometimes the sea looks like the sky.
Sometimes I am you. And sometimes.

You are me.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I

The Drive By Thoughts

2010-10-24T03:49:00.000+08:00

Where were you yesterday? I missed you.

Yours truly,
Khairol. I

The Steps To Amazing

2010-10-24T03:45:00.000+08:00

When you read, you go through a series of steps, all of which are personal. To you. And you alone. Your eyes see the symbols joined together to make words, the graphical representations of sounds. These sounds are then translated into meaning. They are given voice by your observation of them. You have no choice in the matter.

Try to not read this sentence.
Thousands of people may read this but each of them will read it in their own way. It is unique to them.

To you. That is why I wrote it.

Because you are unique in your voice and your way. You are special. A unique aspect of a glimmering whole. We are all the whole. But you alone are you. And because I speak to you and you alone, intimately, I know you as well as I know myself.

And that is why I have the faith I do in you. You will be great. You will be amazing. You will be a great lover.

You will change the world. I know you.

Yours truly,
Khairol.I